Tuesday, November 17, 2009

An apology

Dear Reader, I'm so sorry that you've been coming here these past three days and not finding anything. I have been silent, I don't quite know why. It was, I suppose a combination of ennui and an absence of a keyboard at the right place and the right time.
I've had periods like there quite often lately, where I'm outwardly quite normal, but I feel an almost crushing ennui, an absence of any sort of creativity, and it really pulls me down. This time though, you brought me back up again, very soon. Your messages and comments and calls, asking why I didn't post, they touched me more than I can say. So thank you Reader, you are very wonderful.
I can't promise that I won't be gone again, I don't quite know what I'm fighting with yet. But you, you have the power to bring me back.

PS: I did take some time to remember the happy stuff from the past three days and I've organized those posts in chronological order, beneath this one. Soon, this silence will just be a memory.

3 comments:

  1. Believe me, it was like searching for water in Sahara without your posts since last 3 days.
    Of course, it was worth a wait

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  2. @Anon, thank you. You are very kind and your words mean more than I can say.

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  3. Your Anonymous ReaderNovember 18, 2009 at 10:45 PM

    Good to see you back.

    Please don't use the word ennui again. It always makes me think of Sylvia Plath and she always gets me down.

    I would much rather prefer it if you remained Bronteish :)

    @Anon: Buddy, isn't that a tad little over the top?

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